Tuesday, September 8, 2015

Adam's Lament

Where are you?
Come, though quotes construed
        in careless form,
                Let me see your face,
                your fearful frame.
Come, though trepid and terse
        your timbre trembles,
                Let me hear your voice.

Indeed, I know the apple 
        has fallen
        far from the tree.

Now to draw, not to drive,
        Seek ye I.
Near in judgment that provides,
        I come.

May I still address you, 
        Creator King,
        Covenant One?

Treading your turf,
        I'm afraid we've made hollow
        what was held hallowed
                even your sacred song.
        I'm afraid we've smeared
        the sacramental surprise
                of innocent encounters.
        I'm fearful
        of this naked nuisance
                nearness now brought to naught.
        I would weep,
        yet even emotion, 
        the oozing of heart through orifice,
                is an empathetic transcendence
                you've yet to make immanent.

Is there a way?
A way of reorientation
        that doesn't trail eastward?
A way of reintegration
        that keeps us intact?
A way of broken intimacy
        that will taste in the slightest
                like the Garden we now grope
                with grief and gore
                        maybe to grasp some inch of your greatness?

For all the ways we've wasted this lot,
You unleash Heaven's hell-bound plan,
Tutored in somatic song,
Lament is language you have taught.
And come now we, 
        broken, breaking, to be broken again before You,
        until you piece us back to peace.

Empathetic, horrified,
        Immanent now, with tear-filled eye,
                I curse the ground you mortify.
Hand-in-hand, leading I
        desire deep to rectify
                all-in-all from earth to sky.

And lo, though no longer in Eden, 
I am with you. 
        Still with you.

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